2015-12-17 5:30 p.m. forcing myself to write. not a resolution; intention. --- i'm buzzing with that electric kind of connection these days. it's beautiful beautiful beautiful, but makes irl productivity super arduous / borderline impossible. remember being 4 years old? i can't remember it really, but i think it may feel like this. like decades from now i won't remember being in this room on this date at this time either. it's all so whatever (will be will be)